“There are No Heroes in This Story, Only Victims”

May 2017: Refugees who fled from the violence in Mosul arrive at the U2 camp for internally displaced people. Photo: Giulio Piscitelli

Warning: some images below are graphic.

A month ago, when Ahmed* arrived at the Doctors Without Borders/Médecins Sans Frontières (MSF) field hospital in Hammam al-Alil south of the Iraqi city of Mosul, many of the hospital’s staff burst into tears. For years, Ahmed, a skilled nurse, had been their colleague, caring for the sick and injured of western Mosul. But now he was their patient and in need of urgent medical care.

Two days earlier, Ahmed and his family had been caught in crossfire as they fled their western Mosul home. Ahmed was hit several times; his wife and parents were seriously injured and his youngest son died in his arms.

“As we were running, I turned back and found my son gasping,” he says. “I saw he had multiple gunshot wounds to his back and chest and, as a nurse, I knew that my son was dying. There was nothing I could do to save him.”

Ahmed’s two older sons were also in the hospital, physically safe but visibly traumatized. Both stared silently into empty space.

Left: Patient wounded by shrapnel with his father at Qayyarah hospital. Photo taken March 2017 by
Javier Rius Trigueros/MSF. Right: Portrait of a psychiatrist from Mosul, who has worked for 3 months with MSF. Photo taken May 2017 at an IDP camp by Giulio Piscitelli

Surgeons Imprisoned in Hospitals

Before June 2014, MSF’s Iraqi staff say that hospitals in Mosul provided a very high level of medical care. There were skilled nurses, doctors, and surgeons; adequate medications and high-quality equipment were available and accessible to all. Though medical care was still available when the city fell under the control of the Islamic State (IS), the quality of services began to decline.

“My nightmare was always that one day I would receive my family in the emergency room.”

According to Dr. Yasser,* a surgeon from Mosul who joined the MSF team two months ago, many medical workers decided to stay in the city, despite the risks, in order to help the people of Mosul. “All the medical supplies and drugs had been taken from public hospitals to supply just the few hospitals IS controlled, and fewer and fewer clinics were able to operate due to the lack of supplies,” he says. “If someone had a serious medical condition, they could ask permission to leave Mosul for treatment. They would be allowed to travel, but a relative would be taken as a ‘guarantee’ in case they didn’t return.”

As the battle for Mosul began in October last year, many health workers in IS-controlled areas within western Mosul were reportedly forced to live within the confines of the hospitals, so as to be available to treat wounded fighters.

“Surgeons especially were imprisoned and couldn’t leave the hospitals,” says Dr. Wassim,* who is now an MSF doctor. “Civilian injuries were neglected and fighters were prioritized over ordinary people.”

February 2017: Emergency Room at Qayyarah hospital. Photo: Javier Rius Trigueros/MSF

“It is a Disaster to be a Patient Inside Western Mosul”

Many medical workers reportedly remain among the estimated 200,000 civilians trapped in western Mosul, but as fighting has intensified many hospitals have been damaged or destroyed by gunfire, shelling, or airstrikes.

“Few hospitals remain in western Mosul,” says Ahmed, from his hospital bed. “For the past two weeks, I worked in one and it was just me in my ward. Each ward in the hospital had only one staff member. There used to be eight to ten staff per ward.”

During the fighting, as health facilities came under attack or were caught on the front line, some medical workers went into hiding, sometimes treating patients in their homes.

“We knew war was coming and we prepared ourselves months ago — we all did,” says Dr. Wassim. “I had been stockpiling drugs and essential medical supplies for some time. There were many doctors in the neighborhood, and each one had a street, block, or area to cover.

May 2017: Jawad, 10-month-old malnutrition baby in the ITFC in MSF Qayyara Hospital 60 km South Mosul. MSF is running an inpatient therapeutic feeding center for babies suffering from malnutrition. The majority of patients are under six months of age and have recently fled IS controlled areas of West Mosul and Shirqat with their families. In the ITFC, babies are fed with specially formulated therapeutic milk to help them return to a normal weight. Photo: Hussein Amri/MSF

The equipment wasn’t sophisticated. We had painkillers and antibiotics, but we lacked lifesaving equipment like chest tubes, so we had to improvise. One day, after an airstrike, a concrete pillar fell on the leg of a patient trapped under the rubble. They could not move him, so a general surgeon had to do the amputation with only morphine for pain relief. But he saved this person’s life.”

“It is a disaster to be a patient inside western Mosul,” says Ahmed. “Most of the patients who needed intensive care have died, and a lot of others have died because they didn’t reach a hospital in time.”

“I’m a Doctor and it is My Duty”

During the battle for Mosul, many health workers became victims of violence themselves, or saw their relatives, friends, or colleagues maimed or killed. Concetta Feo, an MSF psychologist, organizes individual and group counseling sessions to provide psychological support to MSF’s Iraqi staff and train them to provide psychological first aid.

“All of our Iraqi colleagues, medical or not, request mental health support,” says Feo. “They say this is what they need most. They have all been through traumatic events, and medics in particular have been exposed first-hand to the horrors of the conflict. For months, or even years, they have been risking their own lives to save others.

After an airstrike, the ambulance drivers and nurses are often first on the scene to pick up the injured, or dig in the rubble, fearing that among the victims they will find relatives, neighbors, or friends.”

May 2017: Al Salam hospital destroyed during the battle for Mosul. Photo: Francesco Segoni/MSF

Hospital staff working in the emergency rooms of Mosul and the surrounding areas have also been exposed to the conflict’s horrors, which often hit very close to home. Many MSF staff still have family trapped in the IS-controlled areas of western Mosul, and many have not heard from them in weeks or even months.

“Sometimes I feared for my life when I had to go out and retrieve wounded patients.”

“When we receive wounded patients the first thing we ask is, ‘Where are you from?’” says Dr Wassim. “This is because all the areas in western Mosul are our areas — our families live there. My nightmare was always that one day I would receive my family in the emergency room. Sometimes we lose our professionalism and our emotions are too high. We are not stones.”

Despite the extreme challenges and deep sadness of daily life in and around Mosul, however, many health workers find strength in their work. “Waiting for news and expecting bad news is emotionally and psychologically consuming, but for many of our staff working in MSF hospitals is healing: It means they are doing something concrete to support those still trapped on the other side,” says Feo.

On whether he sees his work in Mosul as heroic, Dr. Wassim says: “There are no heroes in this story, only victims. We just didn’t have a choice. Sometimes I feared for my life when I had to go out and retrieve wounded patients. But then I sat for a moment and thought, ‘If I don’t go, this man will die — and it will be my fault, because I didn’t help.’ I’m a doctor and it’s my duty.”

MSF teams currently work in six medical facilities in and around Mosul. They also provide care for children with malnutrition, as well as basic health care and mental health care in the camps established recently for people fleeing the city.

In order to ensure its independence, MSF does not accept funding from any government or international agency for its programs in Iraq, and relies solely on private donations from the general public around the world to carry out its work.

  • Names changed to protect anonymity.




Medical aid org working globally to assist people whose survival is threatened by violence, neglect, or catastrophe. http://www.doctorswithoutborders.org

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